Sitting in a room full of strangers

Well the title is pretty self explanatory. I am actually doing this now. Seeing people and attitudes I've never met, okay well attitudes not really but there are so many people in this world. It's insane! I like to sit and watch them make conversation and their expressions. The art of acting, coming from different personas and faces different ways to express the exact same thing. It's amazing. All in less than 5 minutes you can probably see about 20 different facial expressions. You should try this. Makes you think, what kind of faces do you make?

Loss

Dealing with any kind of death whether it was your pet or your best friend, brother, father, sister, mother, your old teacher from elementary, even a person you met but never got close to. It sucks. Some more extreme then others but all starting with disbelief and anger then sadness and memories. Wishing you had another chance or more time with that person/animal . I've never had to deal with losing someone who I was unseparable with. I can't imagine.. I've lost a couple dogs, seeing one get ran over by a cellular van going 50 by my house even though she survived it scared te crap out of me. I was younger and didn't really think more than that. I lost my pepaw. A man that favored my brother over me cause he was a boy. But I still loved him, finding out the next year tore me up. But it wasn't as bad as I had thought.. Maybe because I was kind of angry. The most life changing was when my brother went off the highway. Me behind, his girlfriend driving. Speeding past me going probably 85-90 in a 65 zone. As they pulled in between cars and cut in front of me the car on the right in front pulled over as they were trying to zoom by.. I cringed and thought it was all over. Her car swerved trying to go back into the right lane since the other driver took over the left, having a slow reaction the car went back in the right cutting my brother and his girlfriend off again. Their tiny KIA couldn't handle the constant jerking, went off balance it's rear swerved, they spun around facing me then took off towards the median. Everything was so surreal. I came to a stop as the people from behind had already slowed. I knew my brother was dead. Gone. Forever. And he was suppose to ship out that Monday to the Navy. Instead of going through the fence and into oncoming traffic like I expected. Somehow she managed to turn coming back onto the interstate and directly home. I couldn't handle it, I pulled off and screamed my lungs out. My brother was dead, he couldn't be alive, how could they do that? Why? My brother is now safely gone in the military and I am now dealing with my boyfriend who lost his best friend.. I don't understand why so many people are dying. Nor can I understand why i feel like someone close to me is next... But I'm scared to think how vulnerable we as humans are and how much we take for granted. Treat your mother right, respect her, treat whoever you love or know with care, love and respect cause we never know if we'll have another day.

Testing! and Food (:

Today was a rather exhausting day! Got up extremely early and took what felt like a million tests for school. But thank goodness it went faster than I thought. Anyhoo still got to fit in a workout, shower (need one of those ha), planning, and music time! Oh I almost forgot- Eating (: But not just anything! I think when eating food you should think of "you are what you eat", but also what coordinates together to make harmony and "ovwa, wewee, mulaa" you know those sounds you make when something blows your mind. Or if your normal a good ole "Wow"! Food is simply amazing. And if you want some awesome recipies check out---> http://dimplesanddumplins.blogspot.com/

Food, Theatre, Actor and Chef Q

If anyone is reading this.. I hope you could help me with some questions! So please, post back!


1. I would like to make some different recipies and post them, could you help? Maybe give me some things to cook.. Cause i loveee food.
(I have bunches that I have failed to post in the past few months BUT I will very shortly) 


2. I am failing to find a great Theatre in the Nashville area with a good Summer Camp, any suggestions?


3. If you were to become a follower, anything else you'd like to read about? I am a food lover, pursuing music and acting, in the makings of writing a book, and well a student... plus a daughter and sister to two brothers. So please! Let me know what you think?

Julie & Julia

In general I love Movies and Food of course. So to watch a movie that has both well, its pretty stinkin' inspiring. This movie is and has been since it came out- one of my Favorites. If you haven't seen it, well, I incourage you to do so. You will fall in Love with these two people and hopefully, food. (: This is the second time i've watched it as of this morning and it is still a 5 Star in my Book!

Parfaits!

So me and my mom(Anna) were craving something well, sweet and crunchy. So we went to the store, picked up yogurt (soy & reg.) and granola. Got home and used the fresh fruit we had (blueberries, strawberries, and mango) to create the tastiest parfaits we've ever had. I'm sure you'll enjoy it as much as we did!

Recipe:

Granola to layer the bottom

3/4 cup of yogurt

fruit(of your choice and how much you chose)

and repeat how desired.

Enjoy!

Hello :) Today is FRIDAY! Yayy haha! I just got done with doing my class homework and I am very hungry! So I will do my best to blog tomm. I will post my work soon! cya.